JIttery

Now we are in a relationship. But I am jittery because of your attitude towards our relationship - you seldom show your feeling. Before we get together, you used to flirt with me, which makes me quite happy. Now you seems to be a little bit cold and conceal your feelings. But I can still feel your love through what you "do" and what you say, sometimes. I feel jittery. I don't know whether I'm being to obsessive or not. I don't know whether I am attractive to you. (Surely, I am.) These can all be attributed to my love for you and my lack of confidence. I love you so much that I am really afraid that someone else would try to pursue you. I am too coward that I am really afraid that I don't possess the characteristics that make you like me.

I just hope we can engage to each other forever.